Im Embarrassed as Fuck

Funny shit though.
Still sad.

And I swore I'd do this

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Ive had about all i can take

Of this stay at home shit. I cant work, i cant go to school, but i can clearly go mad trapped in this house forfuckcingever. To bring you all up to speed, my parents have decided that the only way to get me into college is to back me into a corner and tell me i can not work until i apply and get accepted into a school as well as apply for any gotdamn grant/scholorship ever made. Now, dont get me wrong, i see what they're trying to do and it's definitely not all bad. I'm just the type of person who moves oppositely to the direction i'm being pushed. Could be because i'm immature, could be because i'm a Taurus. It's no secret which possible answer i'm gunning for.


Job apps, here i come.

We're Running Out of Film Here.

I've been second guessing myself alot. Could be because i'm in a current mid-life transition. Could be because i'm dangerously lonely. Could be my period, emotions and things of that sort. Ya know, girl problems. Either way, CUT THE SHIT JESSICA-LYNNE.

Take two.

Fight Club

I feel like destroying something. Doesn't even have to be beautiful. Just anything at all. I wanna wrap my hands around it, crush any form of life out of it, then dip off into my own universe.





That is all.